This isn’t an update. This is an excuse.
A long one.
Yeah, you see what I did there? ha!
So I’m done being pitiful (refer to my previous post for an explanation about that) and now I’m being a dick.
So you probably noticed (I mean if you are one of the 5 people who constantly read my Secondary Sundays) that I’ve not updated in a while. And yes, I know I said that was due to plot reasons. And the first time it was.
Now I have two shitty excuses for my lack of updating:
- My computer fucking died again.
Should I get a new one? Probably, but I’m not swimming in cash around here and I have to save money first, so D:
And yes, I had the arcs mapped out in a notebook and some snippets of stories in a google drive. Buuuuuuuuut I’m an annoying person and (I don’t know if anyone feels like this about their writing) I don’t like losing things! Even if I end up changing everything from the preliminary drafts, if I don’t use that preliminary draft I feel like something is missing. I don’t know, but it feels like it could’ve somehow been better? Like whatever I wrote first is infinitely better than anything I came up with afterward.
So yeah, I suck.
- March has been kicking my metaphorical ass.
Yes, yes I know: But Laly you haven’t updated since at least mid February! You promised to be better and have another story by now!
Well, I suck.
And March has been kicking my ass since mid February. Since February, 16th to be precise.
My brain is just a mess and I’m very jittery all the time, to the point that I annoy myself.
I am working on all three projects right now and I’ll update as soon as possible. With the Paranormal stories I don’t mind posting them all together, since they are basically chapters of a story, but Secondary Sundays, because of plot, must be updated once a week. I might break that rule and post two SS together this weekend, or not. I will see later.
And those were my two excuses! Sorry about being shit and all the delays. I can’t promise I’ll become Ms. Responsibility from now on, but I can assure you that I feel immensely guilty about it all 😀